Digging the new place. Sorting through the salvageable bits of a failed relationship. Writing good songs. Seriously considering real estate investment. Watching the US economy slip closer to predicted ends. Strange dreams. Questioning everything. Sad. Then okay. Then sad again. Looking forward to meeting new women. Not wanting to ever date a woman again. Eating better. Drinking more then I should. Smoking more than I should. Still loving coffee. New clients to visit for possible project. New friends helping me get through. Old friends keeping me sane. Small Ego Boost at a party. Flossing more. Considering radical hairstyle for the summer. Worried about cancer in my future. Concerned about practically 0 savings to speak of. Still loving Austin. Formulating. Hot Tubbing while smoking a joint with a very tall woman. Date lined up with a wedding coordinator (intimidatingly attractive). Over-analyzing my flaws and beating myself up about it. Feeling like its warranted (resulting in shallow breathing). Then a quick clarity slap to the face again. Then wondering if its a lie. More coffee. More writing. Staying busy.
As my friend dave says... Ill take this over oblivion any day.
