Update:
New job(s) going well.
I have a weird fear of losing them per my usual worrying but its not grounded in reality. I have recently began to distinguish the difference between my standard worrying and actual red alerts. I am a worrier. Its not cool or sheik or rock. But its the truth. I can be quite the vag. I read into vocal tonalities and assume everything is masked subtext of my expendability. (prob not a real word)
The biggest problem is I am not putting in the hours I probably should be. I work a few hours a day and find reasons to get distracted. Even though I am producing results that is the one thing I can see my employers taking notice of and questioning.
I have more money in my bank account than ever before. Its all untaxed so its a bit deceiving but it feels good to not have to worry about overdrafts, bills etc. My little side business is pumping out a solid little chunk per month to help out also.
Need to start saving. One for the taxes and two for the future.
I am considering buying a new recording setup to get back into making whole musical ideas alone as opposed to relying on the band for that outlet all the time. With whatever technology they have these days I'm sure I can get a decent setup pretty cheap.
But talk about even more reasons to step away from work.
1 comment:
i actually have that constantly worried feeling about job stuff too. for some reason, i brand myself as incompetent, which i'm not, but i convince myself i am and that i'm going to be fired.
strange.
glad to hear things are on the rise.
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